Well, I guess I'm back for a while. One fight with boyfriend and I'm crushed so much I wrote a poem. Haven't written anything like that since... 3 years? Maybe little less. I'm trying to hang on, but it's difficult. I know, 'm a problematic person. Terrible in social ways. And it's hard to stay with me for a long time. But for me a talk is better way than yelling. Just... say what's pissing you off, calm. Explain it and I'll try to change it. But say something rough to me and I'm broken and devastated. Not just a little, but to the deep.

If you love me, love no matter what. Tolerate my annoying behaviour until I can handle with it. But never ever yell at me...